寂滅之世界

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白
月
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影
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草
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一人

I am no human

Inside me is hate, the seed roots deep and deeper in time

Where is redemption

My mind is clouded with guilt
I call myself a sinner, for I fail to expand just and live in a world of sin.

I have always noticed of what do I care most.
But I am no priest, for I do not commit just in the name of god, but in the honor and moral of mankind.

I am now hated, disfavored by some. For I transferred a message they failed to heed, and perceived something else instead.
Do I deserve it? I wonder

If only I could be a little more simpler

Fear not

Has to be brave to face the whole world

Harsh world

An injured heart from a broken love
A tortured heart from an unrequited feeling

shouldn't this feeling that is glorfied to be the wonder of humans supposed to be of something beautiful? Which brings harmony instead of agony?

I hate bitter food

空虚

Strikes of nihil to my heart

That makes me purer, as a being.
With no dream, no goal, only strive hard to survive.
Reasons of living, none.
The world has no need of me, so do the people.
I am reluctant to share my good will, for that is the only valuable I have.
I am not yet so corrupted to sell myself out for what the materialistic world favors.
I will die before that happens.

Humans

More than 101 reasons to dislike them

and a little less than that number of reasons to dislike myself